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I would rather when I am still alive, you can accompany several minute such as I more, too unwilling after I die, you wait in a whole night for me.
I would rather when I am still alive, you can hold my hands gently, unwilling too after I died, you attached to my body and cried bitterly.
I would rather when I am still alive, you can make even a telephone for me, unwilling too after I died, you often come to see me.
I would rather when I am still alive, you can give me a flower, too unwilling after I die, you bring and have lots of beautiful flowers to express grief.
I would rather when I am still alive, you can say odd what that encourage to me, unwilling too after I died, you read aloud that poem making the person heart-broken on the funeral.
I would rather when I am still alive, you can pray, too unwilling for me after I die softly, you write the general epitaph of poem for my tombstone.
I would rather when I am still alive, you can have a heart-to-heart talk with me, too unwilling after I die, you read out the lengthy speech of mourning for me.
I can hear you tell the impression of me shily when I am still alive, unwilling too after I died, you were too late to repent for not opening the mouth originally.